Not the post I thought I would be writing 7-8 weeks out for running the biggest and longest race of my life.
I am starting to unravel with anxiety and nervousness. I have thought of backing out, but that is just NOT AN OPTION.
I have not been feeling like myself. No energy, skipping my long runs, (which are the most important), and just pure self doubt.
I knew this would not be easy, but why at this point, are those feelings coming now. I need to get my head in the game, focus, get this done, and get this checked off the ole bucket list.
26.2 miles is a long run. I am predicting 5 hours and 20 minutes and hopefully I can finish before that. I am just setting out to finish.
I have great support from my boys, extended family and my fellow runner friends.
To all my prayer warriors, I am expecting and accepting all prayers from now till November 1, 2014.
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.
PHIL 4:13
